Failing Forward

One thing that stuck to my head since last night was what the speaker said about falling and getting up too quickly to move on. There are a percentage of people who tend to do that in reflex and admittedly I am one of them at this point in time.

I was angry, upset and just plain pissed off so much that I wanted to just move on. Didn't allow myself sometime to think things through. So, last night, I sat on my bed and asked God to show me what I need to pick up with me when I stay down here. Woke up in the morning with many questions and some of them bordering on doubts. Have so many conflicting values entering on all sides and it is unnerving. I now need to seek counsel desperately for various perspectives and see where they all fit in the scheme of God's world view.

There's an avalanche of them and I am feeling quite overwhelmed.

j.t.