Up All Night

For some reason I have some new found strength to be wide awake till 4 even though I have to turn up at work in about 5 hours. Been tossing up the desires of my heart. Do I really need what I have been searching for? Does God really want me to have it. And if he does, where's the abundance door key?

Somehow immediate gratification of a balance between passion and freedom to express seems to be an elusion. I get real pissed off and frustrated sometimes because the sugery is taking well too damn long.

But at least I'm here now. What's a few more glitches eh? Funny I should say that.

There's some grudge that needs to come out in the format of a song. Jo managed to dig into the deeper and I realised how much there is to lay out on the table and create the mess I made once again. So to you 4 people for the past 4 years, I'm going back to learn the mistakes I chose for you once again. If I hold out the faith, you'll receive the single pretty soon.

cjt